Sigh....

Hey.....Bloggers....what a day. I do believe that I felt each and every emotion today. From high to low, side to side. I might even be admitted if this keeps up. Every decision I have made in my life up to where I am today has been a example of careful thought and prayer, But today is a different story. I find my self in this place where I am rethinking and wondering. Is this bad? Is this good??? Or am I crumbling??? Many souls would say that in life we are always searching and that we can always do better. Do I want to do better? yes. Do I want to change? maybe. I guess what I am trying to type out is that I am in a spot in life where my body, soul and mind are in neutral. Running but not going anywhere. Alive but not feeling. Hungry but not satisfied. OK, OK enough with the metaphors !!!!